And I'm Feelin' Good

		YINLING ♥ \| \| Birds flying high You know how I feel Sun in the sky You know how I feel Reeds driftin' on by You know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life For me And I'm feeling good

CHATTERBOX DECLARATIONS Let me think for a bit eh WISHFUL hmm ~~hmm~~ more hmmm RUNAWAY In the jungle the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight REWIND August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 June 2009 CREDITS Desiger/edited by: Milk shakeee Basecode: doughnutcrazy Music: LALALA! Icon: Picture Cbox: Tag		raggedy muse 12:53 AM GOING TO SOUTH AFRICA TMR WHEE raggedy muse 10:23 PM Put On A Steam Shower Cap. Just had my hair dyed and cut again. Its about 4 inches shorter quite amazingly, shortest in quite a long while. My mom decided to get the package for me, since my terminal and incurable condition of growing an immensely large proportion of hair that suffers from a lack of melanin will need long term treatment. (i.e. i gotta dye my white hair for however long) which covers the dye-ing and the after-treatment at $100. After the whole saga of dyeing my much too long hair, some blue goo-ey substance was placed on my hair and i was shipped off with a towal band round my head to the spa room. The spa room had a greeen glass wall with water perrenially flowing off it (much like the entrance to my condo if any of you notice it) and a kind of fish tank with well, fish swimming around in glass. So i was sat into a massage chair, and the roller thingamajigs staring whirring into action and I must say it is really quite uncomfortable. And so, the steam cap was placed onto my head over the towel band, which was attached of course to some machine which produced the steam. So there I was, lying in this semi-dark room with a glass wall of water flowing down with kinda eerie looking fish swimming in front of me. On a massage chair, with a orange blanket thrown over me with ny head in a bubble attched to some sort of machine. I must have looked like some mental patient in some sort of illicit brain experiment. As steam fogged my eyes (The shower cap thing couldn't quite hold all the stem in its bubble), continuosly letting out wafts of mist just above my eyes, I stared at the water wall and fish fiddling around with the massage chair remote with rollers violating my poor back. And it struck me that, I was 18. You wake up on that birthday and you never feel one bit different, but well there it is, I'm a week into being 18. My mom was mentioning something regarding zoo tickets (she's a tour guide you see), and it struck me that I can no longer pay the student's fare. That I was, officially an ADULT. HA. In a few years, oh well at the end of THIS year, I'll be deciding what I want to do in the Future. I may darn well go overseas. What on earth it would be like to live alone far far far away from home, family and friends is quite mind-boggling. What I really want to do, I haven't got a clue. Sure yeah if I work hard and continue well I may likely have the perogative and privelege of picking and choosing (then again, at this rate maybe not), BUT WHAT ON EARTH TO CHOOSE. I got to be able to KEEP THIS LIFESTYLE UP. I have to PAY for my OWN $100 a time hair treatments in time not quite so far to come. WILL I BE ABLE TO?! And so staring at the fish through the steam I thought, maybe I can be some kind of entrepreneur, start my own spa or something. I mean the female market is huge and hey Singaporean women are willing to spend on their looks (well what was I doing eh). Then I thought, what would I study then, do I really want to spend my life serving people in frivolous endeavours? I really don't know. Still don't.