Tiredofwaitin'

HIT ME.



YINLING ♥
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Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good
CHATTERBOX






DECLARATIONS
Let me think for a bit eh

WISHFUL
  • hmm
  • hmm
  • more hmmm



    RUNAWAY
    In the jungle the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight




    REWIND
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • June 2009

    CREDITS
    Desiger/edited by: Milkshakeee
    Basecode: doughnutcrazy
    Music: LALALA!
    Icon: Picture
    Cbox: Tag
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    raggedy muse

    10:09 PM
    Defying Gravity With A Can I Heptch You?


    Shit happens.

    But we all have to just get through it don't we all, lift our chins up high, pull up our socks (or stockings or garter belts) and face the world with all its bright glaring lights. Toss away self-anger and blame, take a drowsy hot shower, and look further into the world lay before our feet.

    Thanks Jas, Ed for all the encouragement that works as strongly as energy fluid pumped straight into my heart, Sarah, Jen, June, Yelyn, Mark for words of comfort, Dhe for your energy and focus that's infectious, Caleb for being a great boy and helping out with the sticky (literally) cremo machine, Rox for your hugs and concern, and Les who has always been there no matter what and forever the greatest listening ear. Thank you sooo much for sending me home on that day when I was feeling low, it was one of the simplest yet nicest gestures and you really don't know how much it meant to me. Thanks Nick for sending me home with Les as well boy (even though it was probably more for 'er-hem' than me but thanks for offering it really (:)

    I need a full day of slacking and having absolutely nothing to do but laze and laze more. I need that one day of reprive to recharge. I need to clear everything off my mind and just, do nothing. And not have to worry about PW OP, comm matters, studies, script memorising, dance steps revision, IS storyboarding and not feel too guilty about it. But well it doesn't seem quite possible now that even Sundays, my usual day of nothing-ness, is taken up by cha cha. And before I get a chance to meditate and breathe, Monday starts and here-we-go-again.

    Breathe girl, and just breathe.

    Just a few more weeks to pull through and off we fly off to Vietnam and Japan.

    OK I MIGHT AS WELL DO MY TO-DO LIST HERE:

    1. PW OP script (5 mins worth COME ON) THURS
    2. IS storyboarding (still can't decide on the song and how to develop a plot around it, too many ideas) THURS - FRI latest
    3. Remember to bug club for South Africa interest forms
    4. Type out promo lit essay which got an A for Mr Tanu THURS
    5. Sell more Arabian Nights tickets THEATRE WEEK
    6. Comm self-evaluation
    7. H3 Lit Research and initial proposal 9 NOV (which is CPA Gala Dinner as well)

    Breathe, breathe.

    PULL UP SOCKS AND GET LIFE IN ORDER.

    My only saving grace is possibly that I cleared promos pretty okay. All other things need to tighten the strings and oil my cogs.

    WOO HOO WE CAN DO THIS ARGH.

    raggedy muse

    10:07 PM
    Prrr.

    There are indeed many thoughts running through my head at this moment. Some doubt, some pressure, some resignation, some exhilaration, some hope. I'm too tired to elaborate but here's what everything's going to culminate to eventually...



    one thousand and one nights
    A night of story-telling, colour, dance and song.

    22, 23, 24 NOV (Thurs, Fri, Sat)
    $25

    24 NOV Matinee Show
    $20

    Anglo-Chinese School (Barker)
    Tan Cheng Siong Drama Theatre

    GET TICKETS NOW.



    raggedy muse

    9:37 PM
    Bom Bom Bom.

    Promos are long over. Too long for my selective amnesia that is. Whee.

    Been lunching, walking in moonlight, cha cha-ing and shopping with great company and am experiencing a great sense of well-being.

    Some uncanny unexpected occurances (HAHA), some health hazards, some reading.

    And now its time to get Back In Black and start slogging towards a flat-toned stomach, dancing proficency and hip shaking ability, speech fluidity and upcoming mad-sequin sewing.

    And there's looming rock-climbing, open fire cooking, high flying stunts and exhilaration(?) leading towards a high gloss night of well-earned glamour.

    And then its one more long FUN filled mind-boggling acrobatic year bound to be full of tumbles and turns, balance and precison.

    Bom.

    raggedy muse

    11:29 PM
    More Men-Trampling,

    love-hate, says:
    arent we all. men cannot be trusted. and loved. hmph.
    they deserve to DIE.

    ♥ ling How To Stop An Exploding Man, says:
    YES THEY DOOO
    DIE MEN
    TRAMPLES

    love-hate, says:
    i trample along with you. we trample HARD. we're not going to let them live. NEVER.
    die men die.
    DIE.

    ♥ ling How To Stop An Exploding Man, says:
    DIE DIE DIE

    love-hate, says:
    with reference to your nickname. all men should just explode. haha we shant stop them. (i'm reading it in all the wrong context arent i.)

    ♥ ling How To Stop An Exploding Man, says:
    HAHAHA YES
    ok this is once again going on my blog
    and after that i shall go sleep

    love-hate, says:
    HAHA. blogger!
    i'm going to be famous thanks to you.
    all these conversations.
    i should censor myself a bit more when i'm talking to you on msn.
    ahaha.

    Its Sia Shu Qing Lesley again.

    raggedy muse

    7:32 PM
    How To Stop An Exploding Man.

    Where does it come from, this quest, this need to solve life's mysteries, when the simplest of questions cannot be answered. Why are we here? What is the soul? Why do we dream?
    Perhaps we would be better off not looking at all, not delving, not yearning.

    But that is not human nature, not the human heart, that is not why we are here.

    Yet still we struggle to make a difference, to change the world. To dream of hope, never knowing for certain who we will meet along the way, Who among the world of strangers will hold our hand, touch our hearts, and share the pain of trying.

    So much struggle for meaning, for purpose, and in the end, we find it only in each other. Our shared experience of the fantastic, and the mundane.

    The simple human need to find a kindred, to connect and to know in our hearts, that we are not alone.

    -excerpt from Heroes,
    stolen from derek's blog-


    And so we continue searching, delving, unabashedly yearning, flinging ourselves willingly into life's way. And unabashedly I lift my deviant chin, stare straight into those steely eyes, in hope that I may one day melt that glare with sub-zero temperatures and delve into the warmth beneath. And stop myself from exploding.


    I Love It When You Call, I Love It When You Call, I Love It When You Call, But You Never Call At All.

    ---

    1 more paper to FREEDOM.

    raggedy muse

    5:39 PM
    I Am Addicted To This When I Really Should Seriously Be Reading My Brave New World!

    Your Dosha is Pitta

    You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.
    You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.
    Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.
    But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.

    With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you

    In love: You are picky but passionate

    To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.


    Ommmm.




    Your Inner Pop Princess Is Beyonce



    "Tonight I'll be your naughty girl

    I'm callin all my girls

    Gonna turn this party out

    I know you want my body."



    You've got the talent, looks, and attitude to get to the top of the charts.



    To the left to the left, (:

    You Are a Bright Star Soul

    Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
    In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
    You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
    And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive

    You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
    You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
    A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles.
    Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!

    Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul


    Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away,

    Your Luck Quotient: 80%

    You have a high luck quotient.
    More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.
    You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.
    Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.


    Lucky Bunny,

    You Are More Yang

    Masculine
    Creative
    Angry
    Spring
    Summer
    Morning
    Sun
    Space
    Active
    Wood
    Chocolate


    YEAH BABY.

    Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

    "Back in black, I hit the sack,
    I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"

    Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
    But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!


    How apt. We're gonna be back in blacks very often very soon.

    Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

    A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
    Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

    Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

    Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

    What turns you off: fighting and conflict

    Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love


    HUG ME.

    OK ENOUGH STOP BRAVE NEW WORLD.



    L-O-V-E
    :)
    :D
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