And I'm Feelin' Good

		YINLING ♥ \| \| Birds flying high You know how I feel Sun in the sky You know how I feel Reeds driftin' on by You know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life For me And I'm feeling good

CHATTERBOX DECLARATIONS Let me think for a bit eh WISHFUL hmm ~~hmm~~ more hmmm RUNAWAY In the jungle the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight REWIND August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 June 2009 CREDITS Desiger/edited by: Milk shakeee Basecode: doughnutcrazy Music: LALALA! Icon: Picture Cbox: Tag		raggedy muse 10:29 PM Let Us Pretend, That This was Your Day, The Day We All Forgot, So Now We Say. shan and nooooo! nooooo. shannnnnn. AA1!!!<3s markieeeeee on behalf of AA1! HUGSSS. i would say aloootttt more, but we shall leave that for tomorrow as uploading photos took time and miss little prissy here is tired and needs her beauty sleep. THANK YOU EVERYONE. <3 raggedy muse 2:13 PM Woo Pee Do Thank you everyone for waking me up in the middle of the night after 12 with the incessant buzzing of my phone, thank you for remembering and bothering. Thank you so much for the cake (which melted horribly after drama feste) and buying a lighter just to light one candle. RJ Drama feste was awesome, really quite astounding the amount of effort put into the night, from what I know those people involved like practiced every day for weeks late late into the night. And honestly, the plays were of great quality. Esp MR's and Waddle-(something) were GREAT man, MT's was was good too. Sianying's spasms were hilarious, shan looked great as an emo imsomniac. Ebel was esctatic after prelims were OVERRRR.ahahaaa.I cringe at the fact that ALL the drama teachers have seen me in erm yah. NVM, ITS OKAY. I need to get Lesley to send me the photo of Nick in my pinafore. HA HA. Pinafore fetishes, heh heh. raggedy muse 7:33 PM Ponderous. i wonder, who will remember what day tomorrow is? TOMORROW'S SCHEDULE: . Wake up at 5.30. . Get to school by 6.20. . Curl hair (which really does take pretty long due to the exponential growth of my hair) . Make up (fake eyelashes again woo.) . Warm Up . Stone . Get into the Pink Studio, be a showgirl, kiss Nick, sing, manipulate 'water sleeves', strip. . Put clothes back on and make-up off. . Go to GET ICE CREAM, Ebel's treat, wheeee. . Go Home (tentative) . Head down to Bishan for RJ Drama Fest . Go Home (confirmed) Hopefully with Fang. (: No, dear Ebel, Nick and Lesley don't know what day is it tomorrow. Heh. Honestly, not really that tomorrow is however important. However, if it is remembered, it would make my day and part of my year, by significant people of course. Then again, by not remembering, I do get an indication of my... well yes. Heh. Enough of speaking in riddles. Been busy post-NOL with Ebel's exam piece, its been what's filling up my days recently. I must admit that I truely am quite daring. Been stripping quite a bit. (God, it sounds so wrong) But far from seeing it as a liability, it is a challenge, and challenges gives you platforms to hone and present what you've got to offer. Ebel chose an extract from 'Flower Drum Song' and we're doing an extract with the song 'I Enjoy Being A Girl'. Look it up on youtube or something if you're curious. Bimbo song. heh. Disaster struck this morning. Now its a horrible inconvenience. BLEHH. Now will have to wear many bottoms. Go figure. I MAYYY be singing in West Side now, thanks to my performance for Ebel, but no details have been given to me yet in the frenzy of DEP exams. MAY. If i am, probably will a Shark girl singing 'I Feel Pretty' or 'America'. Crosses fingers speaking of West Side... PEOPLE. COME FOR WEST SIDE STORY. heh. And recently, a certain someone has been a little wee bit cold to me, and its making me a teeny little sad. Mark agrees. Sigh. ORIENTATION 2 IS COMING UP. Joshieeee and Kelly are our OGAs (WHEE), BUT MELODIEEE AND WEIJIAN WONT BE OUR OGLs AGAIN. SOBS. raggedy muse 9:54 PM BOTH OF YOU ARE MINE. baby, i want you back. says: hey i tell you now okay he's my LIL DILL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA don't snatch!! ling ♥ me 'Well..' A Deep Hole In The Ground, 'I...' The Organ Of Vision ♫ says: LOL!!!!!! nooooo both of you ARE MINE U ALL BELONG TO ME baby, i want you back. says: this is so funny. haha. i swear, doesn't this sound sooooo familiar? (i.e. WEISHAN AND FANGXUN) LAUGHS OUT LOUD. raggedy muse 9:13 PM Oh yay. Valentine's has passed in a flurry of red hearts and pretty but perishable flowers, Love ACtually t-shirts, chocs and other fattening things like NYDC cake in my tummy. We have all happily succumbed to the over-commercialisation of this celebratory day, and hope everyone enjoyed it regardless. Spent my valentine's receiving kiss marks and hicky(is that how you even spell it) marks on my face from my drama seniors armed with a lipstick, receiving lots of little chocs and notes and a few flowers, watching all the red heart balloons hanging around. The void deck was a frenzy of pink and red. I especially liked Mr Woolhead's tie of red hearts. Then to the AC gym with josh, haha, yes to the gym, for the FIRST TIME. Had dinner with two lovely gentlemen(clears throat), thank you joshieee for VOLUNTARILY (to a large extent) treating me at Carls' junior (: and to dill for the heart shaped box of chocs. I do like the outdoor Vivo at night, looking out on sentosa. Having two tall freaks walking by your side is not so much fun, especially when the tip of our heads in our shadows join up to make an inverted triangle. Yes, visualise. And when they MAKE FUN of you. Well fine, they're not abnormally tall, just that i'm short, happy? I find it amusing how when you ask a barker boy, do you know so-and-so, for example bryan. They'll in turn ask you 'Which bryan? Bryan choong, bryan tan, bryan....' and the list goes on. Is there really SOOO many guys with the same name?! If you ask me if I know a.. candice, or a mary, or a serene, I don't even know any. Ok fine, I know ONE candice. Lesson learnt: Please do make it a point to remember boys' surnames. I handed in my Humanities Scholarship application like RIGHT on time. Had to rush out of school during break to get passport photo printed and all, and all by foot in the scorching sun. I'm a strong girl. (Pants and perspires profusely) But i got everything in! Now we just wait, and see. Really enjoyed DEP class today. We just sat in the design workshop, were given drawing block, black paper, pen-knifes and glue and told to create your impression of the set from the extract. FUN FUN. with music playing. whee. okie, thats my day! its chinese new year soon! everyone, happy valentine's, total defence day, and chinese new year! Hope that: . Everyone enjoys their holidays and not get fat while at it . All the stressed out DEP seniors take it easy and it'll all pull together. Esp Ebel, i'll work hard I promise! . Contentment and Commitment for everyone in their lives . Good friends stay close . BE HAPPY. P.S. JOSH you still owe me a flower! (GRINS) raggedy muse 7:12 PM Why Do All Good Things Come To An End. And Linger. i love you. i miss you. that's what matters isn't it. Well, I suppose not. The plain, cruel, un-embellished truth. And god it sears and burns. Yes, the good things come to end. Time will put it all into perspective. It always works out, someway somehow. For believers, God has a plan. For me, do your best till Fate reveals itself. Try as you might, try all you can. Till you see it is no longer possible. Though we might still linger. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. i do really like this prayer. And we can happily declare ourselves as, no-longer-emo. (: Its Valentine's tommorow! How exciting! We get to wear our 'Love ACtually' t-shirts to school! yay, AA1 is all going in our shirts and red ribbon! No, I don't have a date, but I will be receiving flowers!!! wheee. Admittedly i did coerce ONE friend to get me flowers, but there will be people giving flowers to me on their OWN ACCORD. tralala. You're the whore chu, not me. innocent angelic smile Man, there is a need to rally all the lovely singletons to go for a mass outing! heeee. All those who don't have dates, westside or dance rehearsals please raise your hands! MARKIEEE, CLASS OUTING! raggedy muse 6:57 PM Oooooh, Stagnation. good day my comrades! woo, seems to have been ages since i last blogged. basically because: 1. Too Lazy 2. Getting Home Too Late To Be Bothered but now NOL is over! it was a great 2 nights (rather 2 evenings) performing, YEAH 'SURE THING', we rock our grip-top-socks! (ok, inside drama joke) i'm sure everyone is still fascinated by my erm certain erm 'bold' movements and lines. never mind. THANK YOU Mark, Rikh, Sarah Ann, ALL CAST of NOL and CREW and TEACHERS. On another note, o levels. or rather, o leveL. i got an amazing A2 for my higher chinese! ^.^v However, lots of dear friends got unexpected results and results i personally feel they do not deserve. But we shall all move on from here. 'Well, onwards and upwards.' (HEEE, another inside NOL reference) REALLY GLAD however that all or most of the drama people got good enough grades to stay in AC, and all NOL cast and crew did alright and didnt affect our performance. Especially glad for joshieeee who was less than confident, and dill who got a whooping 7 points. YAYYYY. Thank you tianni and kin wai esp for coming all the way from bishan to AC and back again. And Liju and everyone else for coming! All those who were supposed to come but DIDNT, grrr. Nah you're forgiven, heh. All my flowers died on the way back home, quite sad. New year clothing shopping today! I still need more though. All righty, my sis needs the comp to find pictures of shoes to sketch O.o Ta-ta, (Ta). Sorry, another drama reference. Heh. raggedy muse 6:20 PM Are We On The Same Side Of The Moon? Fly me to the moon And let me play among the stars Let me see what spring is like On Jupiter and Mars In other words hold my hand In other words darling kiss me Fill my life with song And let me sing forevermore You are all I hope for All I worship and adore In other words please be true In other words I love you raggedy muse 9:24 PM Fly Me To The Moon, I Wish I Didn't Miss You. Inferiority creeps back in again. Just ever so slightly. I'm sometimes not as secure as I seem to be. At times, we all are fragile. My ego is too easily bruised i think, lol. But I'll recover soon enough. It'll be over soon enough. --- Today I had a couple of first times. 1. Watching 2 guys almost fight. (Thank god for the intervention.) 2. Hearing first-hand account of a sec school kid slashing ex-girlfriend who cheated on him. And some kind of gang thing going on. I'm sorry. i DO come from an independent all-girl's school. I just don't see this sort of thing. Well at least the expletives weren't all that jarring. Oooooh. Another interesting fact, I'm probably helping out a DEP senior for her exam piece. Which seemingly includes a scene I have to appear on stage in a bikini. . But besides that, it has a chinese opera thing going on and i'll need to sing. whee. And, I'm getting better at push-ups! However, my core strength has weakened like urghhh. I need to work it to survive in physical. i can do everything, but the darn sit ups. i suck.