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YINLING ♥ | | Birds flying high You know how I feel Sun in the sky You know how I feel Reeds driftin' on by You know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life For me And I'm feeling good |
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WISHFUL
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raggedy muse
6:03 PM ling ? me linger ? says: HOW WANJOO, WHAT IF I DUN HAVE FRENS AT AC CAN I GO CRYING BACK WITH U ALL wanjoo. says: YOU WILL DEFINITELY FIND FRIENDS LAH YOU SO SOCIABLE (read: talk so much) ling ? me linger ? says: OEI. hahahhaahaaa shit lah, i will miss u all can i go disturb u all at j8 or something like often? hahahahhaah wanjoo. says: oh YEAH yknow what we could all have lunch at j8 often if our timetables align lah! yeah shall we ! ling ? me linger ? says: yeah!! i'll be the only one in AC uniform but what the heck! hahahah if i pass the admission test lah. lol. wanjoo. says: it's just ENGRISH right CAN ONE, no problem seriously you can consider yourself in already >< aiyahh. what the hell who cares what uniform ! hahaha you can bring your ac friends/boyfriend(s) along if you want ! ling ? me linger ? says: HAHAHAA sure, i'll share GRINS wanjoo. says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA --- wanjoo. says: oh welll ummm Not Bad lah better than RI anyday so ling ? me linger says: LOL wanjoo. says: HAVE FUN YINLING AND BE CAREFUL ling ? me linger says: if got cute ri ones also must share! wanjoo. says: and dont FLIRT TOO MUCH ling ? me linger says: -.- i can't help myself man LOL wanjoo. says: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA ling ? me linger says: HAHAHAHAHAHA i'm just too charming tralalalalaa wanjoo. me: "dont flirt too much." yinling: "i cant help myself man. im just too charming." says: HAHAHAHHA !! im gna leave that on my nick ling ? me linger says: LOL wanjoo. me: "dont flirt too much." yinling: "i cant help myself man. im just too charming." says: for FX and SY to read later. ling ? me linger says: HAHHAHAHAHAHAAAA - i am gonna miss all you people. for the record, why on earth do you think that i would flirt in the first place?! raggedy muse
2:51 PM greetings. it is never uneventful when you go out with michelle lai. for one, she always has kooky ideas of what to do, she never runs out of what one might describe as unconventional suggestions. and even if it were something so conventional that it couldn't be more so, something not so conventional is bound to happen. we went to sentosa. haha, i have been to sentosa more times this month than i have in a year. she wanted to have a picnic and make sandwiches. alright. we went to buy groceries, a looong loaf of bread (for one buck), cheese, good ham, and a whole lettuce. we walked down the beach, scorching sun, ladeeda the usual, and then it started pouring cats and dogs. normal people will opt to take the beach tram back and go chill and vivo, but of course, we took the tram to tanjong beach. and walked onto the mainly deserted beach, under one umbrella, with dramatic lightning, thunder and swaying coconuts trees and all. but no, we didn't let a little rain dampen our spirits! we sat under one of those little hut thingamajigs, and tore up plastic bags to sit on and starting making sandwiches. on the sand, under the tiny hut, in the pouring rain. whee. for an hour we sat, mich being super afraid of thunder, shutting her eyes and cowering in fear with her hands over her ears with every strike of lightning. sand kinda got into our sandwiches. i really felt like grabbing the umbrella, and go wade in the sea water. what an odd sight that would be. but it was worth it. i suppose. the rain stopped the sun came back out, and tanjong beach is pretty! at least part of it was, compared to the other beaches around sentosa. probably the closest i have to pristine sands and clear waters in singapore. wading in the warm water (it was kinda cold in the rain) was mmmm, good. and it was fun watching your footsteps imprinted on the stretch of sand along the water. listening to random music on the beach wading in the water (on mich's ipod) was soothing. mm, everyone should go try it. and, i found a fairly large and complete pretty shell by chance. i just spotted it while walking. lala. anyhow, only with mich lai will you ever willingly get stuck in the huge rain on the beach, making a sandwich. waha. -- on another note, i paid my $66 to ACJC for the placement test, and i only have to sit for one English Lang test since i have already went for the Drama Elective audition. my english ain't spectacular, but hopefully of fair standard. darn, i suppose it'll be an essay, and honestly, haven't been doing great for my english essays this year. but no worries, i'll do fine. hopefully. hah. this also means there's very little chance of turning back. and although nothing's absolutely set in stone, i'm most probably heading off to AC kiddos. sorry qing darling, primary school buddy. and zerui might not go take the test, cos it costs some money, annndd, she not only has to take english but also for math and physics, which would amount to a fair bit of study, considering she has to grasp the whole o level syllabus, when we rgs girls are used to studying chunks and not whole syllabuses. and no guarantee she would get in. soooooooo. i just well be the only RG girl going to AC. at least, from what i know. that's A LITTLE intimidating, but i'm sure it'll be fine. lala. rite? :/ heh. nah, i'm sure it'll be fine. :) raggedy muse
11:44 PM I want to build sand castles in the sky, Make ripples in the sea, Make patterns on the pristine surface of water, Watch it distort the blue mosaic bottom. I want to fly rainbow coloured kites, Watch them fly high into the light blue sky, So high, that they only appear as a little pricks, Like Singapores on the world maps. I want to lick on a HUGE swirly lollipop, One as big as my face, And i'll start from the middle, Colour by colour. I want to have someone to hold my hand, And never let go, To build sandcastles in the sky together, To make ripples in the sea, And to fly rainbow coloured kites with, Someone who I will share my HUGE swirly lollipop with, One which will be as big as both our faces. We will hold the stick together, His hand over mine. He can take one side, while i take the other, And we can both start from the middle, On the same colour, Colour by colour. And even if the lollipop were only half the size of my face, I will still willingly share it. Even if it were only a fraction the size of my face, I will still willingly share it. Maybe, just maybe, If he really liked it, I may just give the WHOLE lollipop to him, Just to see the smile on his face. :) raggedy muse
6:22 PM yay, new skin! the font is kinda small though, grr. i might find another one i like better sometime. until then, this one will do. whee. raggedy muse
9:37 PM Nothing can stop emotions that run down the sides of your face Wish i could change this moment to another time and place Nothing you say can move me I’ve chosen the road that I’m on I have to join the fight for freedom until the war is won We will keep the faith between us if we only try We will keep the truth inside us love will never lie Someone will always hear you Care about you when you cry But no one can hear my heart is breaking as I say goodbye We will keep the faith between us if we only try We will keep the truth inside us love will never lie -Michael Learns To Rock 歌曲：美丽的插曲专辑：美丽的插曲歌手：萧亚轩 也许是那朵白云 天空才蓝得美丽 因为短暂因为无意却难忘记 每次想起你 心还微微叹息 每一个遇见你的梦里 我总迫不及待拥抱你 因为你是我生命美丽插曲 寂寞啊变成了主题 在人来人往的时间海洋里 我常想你 是否我也是你生命的插曲 只可惜在你际遇里回忆总太拥挤 而我的爱情好象 那朵云 And if I lived a thousand years You know, I never could explain The way I lost my heart to you That day. But if destiny decided I should look the other way Then the world would never know The greatest story ever told And did I tell you that I love you tonight? - Before I grew up I saw you on a cloud I could bless myself in your name and patch you on my wings "Life is hard and so is love, child, believe in all these things" raggedy muse
6:23 PM 《遗失的美好 我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好 不小心当泪滑过嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉 再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好 有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了 raggedy muse
5:17 PM sometimes, i so wish that i could be a little more fickle. bah. gah. unfortunately, im like a freakin horizontal straight line graph. whee. alvin's MSN nick: i regret saying that. i kinda liked Happy Feet the movie! Little mumble was so adorable. ^.^v i can't control my feelings. but i suppose i can handle them. i hate having to. raggedy muse
12:20 PM good afternoon. whee. been spending way too much time in underwater world the last 2 days. i bet all the time added up would be about more than 4 times (a CONSERVATIVE estimate) the amount of time i spent there my whole life before this. soo cool eh! lets hope alvin gets the job now. 10 K a month leh! it must be fun performing magic in the water for the fishies. not so fun freezing in underwater world ( i swear, singapore has some kind of syndrome with air cons) for hours on tow, watching the same tricks over and over again, waiting and waiting. i MEAN hours. no counting the amount of times we went around the travellator. haha, but its alright, we love you still alvin. and i had fun. butttt, alvin did treat us (ok, half of the price) to buffet dinner at the newly opened 'carnivore' at vivo. we sat there for erm over 2 hours gorging on meat. heh, fang would kill the whale for the amount of meat he ate. and AGAIN, it was SUPER COLD. god. we were all shivering. i looked erm odd wearing a guy's shirt over. hey, i was cold. THE WAITER SAID 'BOYS.', addressing our table. i am not a boy. no. and then later, i realised my ezlink had no money and i was left with 30 cents in my pockets, and had to call for rescue. heh. on a different note, drama elective auditions went ay-ok. they said i was in, as long as i get into the school. yeps. and singapore is darn small. in that audition waiting room, i met 3 of my primary school mates, 2 of the rest were from nanyang primary who knew fang, 2 of them knew lee sian ying (same primary school) and one of them has watched both my chinese drama performances and recognised me as the gold fish and auntie. at least i am relatively memorable. hee. well well. not to mention all people the people we mutually knew. okie. daddy and us are heading off to jb soon. which coincidentally, is where alvin is too. he asked me to go with him yest, but nah, daddy would blow. and in the end, waha. raggedy muse
7:29 PM biting on the straw of my vitagen, sucking. nagging headache from the rain, and its dreariness on replay some beautiful but horribly sorrowful piece my daddy just gave me a half eaten but still delicious strawberry yogurt ice cream stick. i still manage a sweet smile i like it when daddy is being nice. nibbling into the ice cream, forming numerous teeth marks in the soft pink ice, diminishing its length bit by bit , i think i feel happier. the rain seems cooler, the breeze calmer. a piece of yogurt coating breaks off, falling on my lap. i pick in up, place it in my mouth, and lick my finger tips. and go back to slowly demolishing the rest of the sweet delight. i smack my lips, sucking the last bit of the cold ice, licking the stick clean. savouring. the piece still playing, the cold breeze still blowing, that stolen high fading, the light throbbing returning slightly. my head feels heavy. its probably just the melancholy. maybe when the music stops playing, the melancholy will fade. just like after eating the ice cream. i breathe in deeper, my fingers are pausing more. i close my eyes, taking in, the mellow beauty, the slight throbbing, the cold, chilling my feet and the back of my neck. my head feels heavy. i feel slightly like crying. i close my eyes, and soak in. but i don't cry easily. so the breeze continues, and i feel cold. i feel cold. and the music continues. i shut my eyes tighter. breathe in deeper. my eyes become moist. but still, i don't tear. still, i don't cry. i stare at my empty vitagen bottle. 我始终带着你爱的微笑， 静静的哭泣，偷偷的，无人知 raggedy muse
9:12 PM  why noo so dao. doesnt she look like some retro hollywood actress? the hair!  peiwen and my fingers. (if u look carefully enough, my fingernail got hair dye on it. heh.)  MY MOMMY!! WAHAHA. she looks funny in this one. HAHA. i want weishy to send me more! and i want the one with mr lim! someone ask him to add me on msn. god, i shall just go ask for his email. come online shan. haha. rambling. raggedy muse
6:15 PM bicycle built for two - little girl heeeeeee. raggedy muse
6:15 PM row row the boat - little girl my little xiaomeimei peiwen! cuttteeee???? raggedy muse
10:32 PM just once in a while... 心中的感伤，渴望，那么偶尔一点点的小孤单 再也无法说出口 只能留给自己 让无奈与知足 陪伴我偶尔有些空虚的心灵 让我心中说不出口的 如天空中的小星星 静静的闪烁 无声的陪伴 会是恒星 或是一闪而熄 我不知 若你知道。。。 （无言） （只希望你快乐） ：） raggedy muse
9:23 PM hellos! been a while. hmm, so what have i been doing.. 1) went to beijing and am back 2) Farewell Alma Mater and sleepover at shan's beijing was fun. whee. (xiaomeimei peiwen!!) i did not rape her lee sian ying. she liked me and stuck to me the whole time. wahahaha. *jie jie jie jie!* adorabbbbllleee. i am good with kids. FAM was ok, everyone looked so chio (ok, MOST) haha. i almost couldn't recognise wan qian ling at first glance. H O T. hahah! noo looked great, shan was cute, val was immensely pretty, hmm who else. hees. i liked my turqoise dress. must remember to get mr patrick lim to send me the photos. realised that loitering around orchard at 1 plus isn't that exciting, but company was good, so :). sleepover at shan's after prom was suprisingly pretty uneventful, heh, noo went out like a light once she hit the sack. shan and kex those crazy goons slept at 4 and woke up at 7. oh yes, they woke me and noo up by blasting french (i think) opera on the stereo. -.- haha. o levels would have ended for many yesterday!! congrats! hah, though some are still stuggling with papers today and up till the 20th. poor little things. heh. oh yes, gotta wish someone happy birthday once more! lala. next on the list: - drama elective audition at acjc 21 nov - ac admission test dec 7 - WEP at wisma during christmas season till xmas eve argh. photos another time. nite darlinks. raggedy muse
9:23 PM raggedy muse
3:34 PM 如果我有一千万，我就能买一栋房子。 我有一千万吗？没有。 所以我仍然没有房子。 如果我有翅膀，我就能飞。 我有翅膀吗？没有。 所以我没有办法飞。 如果把整个太平洋的水倒出，也浇不息我对你爱情的火焰。 整个太平洋的水能倒得出吗？不行。 所以我并不爱你。 如果我还有一天寿命，那天我要做你的女友 我还有一天的命吗？没有 所以很可惜的，我今生仍然不是你的女友。 如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。 我有翅膀吗？没有。 所以很遗憾的，我从此无法再看到你。 如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不息我对你爱的火焰。 整个浴缸的水能全部倒出吗？可以。 所以，是的。我爱你。 原来我并非不想念她， 只是忘了那股思念所带来的冲激而已。 就像我不是不呼吸， 只是忘了自己一直在呼吸而已。 呼吸可以暂时屏息，但无法不继续。 邂逅，距离，消失，思念 ~《第一次亲密的接触~ 读着这部网上小说，难免有所感动，题材和自己的经历，有那么一点点相似之处，牵扯着我的心弦。文笔风趣而生活化，有爆笑，有浪漫。 被掀起的回忆，的感触。 “凄美”， 因‘凄’而美。 我还想你吗？ 你还想我吗？ 再把一切藏起吧。 想想，一切不过是虚幻。 自己一厢虚造的浪漫。 不时让自己沉醉，也不错。 放心吧，现实和理智在不远处。 我也不是放不下，只不过在。。。 回想，再次欣赏那茴香，再次体会，而感受自己成长的醇香， 紧握青春挥洒的清纯浪漫。毕竟，我们只能年轻一回。 ：） smilies. raggedy muse
10:36 PM ling ? me i want to buy you flowers says: joojoo! wanjoo. says: ahhh yinling ! wait before you say anything ling ? me i want to buy you flowers says: uh huh wanjoo. says: it has just struck me how im gonna miss you screeching JOOOOJOOOOO in school. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. soooooooooooooooooooooobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbssssssssss. raggedy muse
7:49 PM i've regained my internet connection. ^.^v the last week of school has been deceivingly normal, it honestly hasn't sank in completely that i am not going back to my 2nd home of 4 years any longer. we didn't even sing 'dedication' after farewell assembly. heh. starlit rocked. everyone put in sooo much effort, and it WAS an entirely student-driven production. the decorations were pretttyyy, sianying in her 'scream' costume, attempting to make everyone passing through the hall doors shriek, to avail many a times. but we did get some good shrill ones will us choral speakers in all black and face masks floated around attempting to freak people. our act fell through many times as well, unable to supress uncontrollable laughter. heh. i didn't get to but a mask. wellios, i had fun with my choral speakers, even though it was a thoroughly last minute effort, we honestly didn't do half bad a job! loves and hugs. the masala macbeth vid was the most hilarious, and honestly, the 408 one was spooky. too bad we didnt get to screen ours, shan was HONESTLY FREAKY as banquo's ghost (in the chinese sword-fighting convention, a 'zombie') still remember our times spent around chinese garden, and our last night, we put powder on shan's face and it was almost totally dark in that part of chinese garden. with a torch shining under her face, we freaked ourselves and ran uncontrollably away from her towards the light. whee. well, that would be my last 13 hours spent in school as a rgs student. ( we were there from 9 in the morning and starlit ended at 10). FOR ALL THOSE WHO DIDNT COME FOR STARLIT NIGHT, WHICH WAS FREE ADMISSION AND FOR ALL, YOU MISSED OUT. :P' STARLIT <3 moving on from rgs, i must say i have undoubtedly grown ALOT, as cliched as it sounds. i will miss it here. -- FOR RGS. (whee) we, as the supposed elite (ah yes, we have been inculcated since sec one, that indeed, we are the elite, the top 3% of the cohort) as our principal says, are the so-called 'chosen ones', for the many gifts that we have been endowed with from birth and circumstance, and the privileges and resources that SOCIETY hath bestowed upon us, for belief in the notion of meritocracy and grooming those with most potential. we are therefore, more so expected "minimal standards of decency". and we shouldn't be complaining as to why people like to pinpoint our girls for 'undesirable' behaviour, for indeed, we are the ones who have received the most from society, and more IS expected of us, and rightfully so. let me reassure you, that i firmly believe that cases such as wee shu min are truly isolated incidents. oei, believe it or not, empathy is this year's sec 4 cohort's most common talent trait (we all took the StrengthQuest test thingie) haha, yes, no kidding. and this is shown with spontaneous and thoroughly voluntary gesture of charity and compassion. like the immediate response to the tsunami disaster, our tsunami-aid project that fuelled a school-wide effort. it was, proposed by a bunch of sec 4 students of the last batch, and no, not because of CIP requirements, this project went far beyond. also the effort to raise funds for ex rgs girl who was suffering from terminal cancer to pay for her medicine, again entirely student-driven and initiated above and beyond any compulsory requirements. even more touching was the immediate and over-whelming response to this call for help, within a week, alot alot of money was raised, all contributions for rgs girls and parents. no, no great publicity was made to flaunt how caring our girls were or to heighten its profile, it was a purely a simple effort to help a girl close to heart. hee hee i sound so politically correct and protective of our school. aiyah, really liddat mahs. as ms leow said to us: " lets hope there won't be one of you all becoming the next wee shu min and annabelle chong" yes, lets all hope so. The challenge of leadership is to be strong, but not rude; be kind, but not weak; be bold, but not bully; be thoughtful, but not lazy; be humble, but not timid; be proud, but not arrogant; have humor, but without folly. same goes with being the 'elite' i suppose. even though i still refuse to believe myself to be one of the ELITE, but well, i suppose i am part of such a community. undeniable fact. and well, maybe with all the negative publicity and hype regarding the 'elitists', we seem to stamp down on the idea of an elite. but in every society there will undeniably be leaders and followers, high-flyers and the average employee, and with greater resource and privilege these people receive, the more they are obliged to give and encompass 'minimal human decency'. with greater power comes greater responsibility, the more we are given the more we should give, the more we take the more we are expected off. therein is a bit of balance. the world is an unfair one, but with each bit of effort everyone one makes to maintain human decency, kindness, integrity, LOOOVVVEEEEE, makes every difference. i think i have been listening too intently to the principal's talk to maintain my not-so-studious-and-guai-like-mavis image. sue me. ^.^v --- God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. i like this quote. erm, it was in the principal's ppt slides. (^.^v) filiae melioris aevi. raggedy muse
3:22 PM goodbye rgs. filiae melioris aevi. raggedy muse
5:18 PM ahhhhhhhhhhhh. its the very very very last day of school tomolo. very very very LAST. i don't want to leave. don't want. we are still in school now, completing the gifts for the teachers needed to be presented to therm during farewell assembly tomolo. drawing like crazy while lee sianying is cross-stiching like crazy. my drawings, don't make much sense. they just fill pages. wheeee. sianying is going bonkers cross-stitching. shes been doing it straight since last night and today morning. ahhhhh. ahhhhh. i will miss everyone. everyone. sobs. it doesn't seem as if i'm leaving yet. |
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YINLING ♥ | | Birds flying high You know how I feel Sun in the sky You know how I feel Reeds driftin' on by You know how I feel It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life For me And I'm feeling good |
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CHATTERBOX
DECLARATIONS
WISHFUL
RUNAWAY
REWIND
CREDITS
Desiger/edited by: MilkshakeeeBasecode: doughnutcrazy Music: LALALA! Icon: Picture Cbox: Tag |
raggedy muse
9:12 PM why noo so dao. doesnt she look like some retro hollywood actress? the hair! peiwen and my fingers. (if u look carefully enough, my fingernail got hair dye on it. heh.) MY MOMMY!! WAHAHA. she looks funny in this one. HAHA. i want weishy to send me more! and i want the one with mr lim! someone ask him to add me on msn. god, i shall just go ask for his email. come online shan. haha. rambling. |
