TMR THERE IS SS. wahahaha. bleah. our whole class is highly confused now. everybody thought it was going to be economic globalisation with specific regards to singapore, like EVERYBODY. and cc comes to our class today, after missing 2 lessons straight with us and kinda gives the impression that it is not. BLEAH. but pple. i think it isnt, it should be about the bigger picture. like the whole benefits and costs of economic globalisation ON THE WHOLE. whee.

ITS OK ZE. it really is. as long as you do your best and don't say that studying hard doesn't work at all. we all can see the hard work you put in. its ok!!! just sprint this final lap and then we hop off to acjc okie? *HUGS* i tie two plaits with you tmr again ok? hahahahaha. must send me the act cute photos. so bimbo. ><>

not exactly in the eoy mood. it isnt that bad lah, just like a little more concentrated then usual. i mean, from 3 or 4 tests previously to 5 or 6 tests a week. CAN. hahahahha. im scared for chinese. freakin 40%. and they say chem is really hard this time. wellllllllllll. i just hope to maintain my gpa. it isnt great, but it'll do. got ss article back. missed 80%. grrr. I WANT 4.0 FOR SS. means must do really well for this stimulus. bleahhh. like err. 14/15? ahhh. impossible. and my lit gpa cant be pulled to above 4.0 no matter how well i do this time. bleah. i think my lit marks now hover around 90+. HAHA. got 24/25 for handmaids!:D:D just lemme brag for once, i only have this to brag about. my other subjs have virtually no chance for 4.0, math, chinese on the verge of going below 2.8. I DON'T WANT BELOW 2.8 I DON'T CARE.

started the act 3 post yesterday, didn't finish it, so here it is now. enjoy.

since i can't concentrate, i might as well do something that would distract me from my distractions. here's the subject topic of the day: A TRIBUTE TO ACT 3 WHERE I BELONG. though its been a while, a month? but i still miss all the people and fun we had, so i might as well do this. heh.

THATS ME!! wahahahaahaha. with make-up costume, hair and my gay yellow fan. now you see why everyone calls me mamasan. for thats exactly what i am. oh yesh, and my 2 inch long fake eyelashes. zoul took like ALOT of pics of me. many of these are courtesy of zoul who developed the photos for us. LOVES.

ahhhh, zoul. the one that always makes my hair hard like plastic, the one who makes my make-up the hardest to take off amongst the whole 80-strong cast , and the one that goes "BOO" when he pops his head into the room. remember my wincing and whining each time he sprayed my hair with the dreaded bottle. i had to go home and attempt to literally untangle my hair for 5 days. don't know how much hair dropped. the multi-talented thing that does make-up, hair, makes costume, cheoreographs the numerous dance pieces, and is a psychologist. yes, that is his profession. FREAKY RITE. hahahah. miss zoul. pleasure doing business with you too. :D

:D. the rgs cast. all our immaculately preened brides and ANDROOOMYFRANKIEFOO. *grins* that irritating thing, who likes to imitate the people on stage when he's backstage. yes frankie, I HEARD. you're, really a pain. but still love you. wahahaha. and yes people, if any dramatically sporty camp people see this, he is one of the instructors. haha. you're wig and sunglasses, fit you sooo well. and all my brides, all the sec ones and twos haha, love ya all, and don't have to treat me like a "senior" when you see me around at school. haha. im just miss j.

ahh, shanny. i made her do this in chinese class when she was sitting next to me. my kampong girl. heh heh. i must put that pic up sometime. got to take a picture of the pic first.

remember the free musical performances by melvin and leening, the perfect combo of two super zai-ded music people on the piano and violin. *swoons* illegally playing the grand piano backstage. haha. mark and melvin humping backstage, xavier calling me small fry (I AM NOT, why am i so fun to make fun of har?!), kim hallim, all the random people fooling around backstage. HAKIM, our sexy chicken! wahahaha. NUS high peps are super freakishly talented.

cant seem to upload the rest of the pics. darn. love you miss nina, joe the-seem-very-dao-at-first-but-actually-super-lamo stage manager, long-haired monster, BRUDDER. hahaahaa.

miss lunching and dining in raffles city, MISS RAFFLES HOTEL, now i know the basement of raffles city pretty well thanks to this, and the soup place is actually still there.

YAY. its a bit weird to do this now, but i didnt have an avenue for gushing before this. so now i gush. whee. LOVES YA ALL AND WILL NEVER FORGET. <3

What is a youth? Impetuous Fire.. What is a maid, ice and desire, The world wags on, a rose will bloom.... It then will fade: so does a youth, so does the fairest maid.. Comes a time when one sweet smile has a season for a while.... Then love's in love with me. Caper the cape, but sing me the song, Death will come soon to hush us along. Sweeter than honey... and bitter as gall

ok, economic globalisation here i come. there is something wrong with the world when incomes and gdp and infant mortality defer ten-fold on the 2 extremes. and singapore, is super loaded. we are. WE ARE LUCKY LUCKY.

and i need to stop being so emo-ded. *curls up embarrased*

i think i really just might be fine. yay. until another wave hits. buttttt. OPTIMISM. always look on the bright side of life, *whistles* i think the guy who sang the song commited suicide though. :P

andddd, the english for this entry sucks. ah well, its the singaporean in me LOR. grins.